The Beginning Of The End.

I was up late on tik tok and i came across this guy on a live . I had recently gotten out of a relationship so i was chilling not looking for anything or anyone. He got my number; i remember him saying how he liked to be all up under his girlfriend all the time when in a relationship. I am the total opposite. I am okay with space; I enjoy my own company, and I always have something to do. We talked; it was cool, he seemed cool; we were getting to know each other; it was intense and full of butterflies and lies I was cautious, or so i thought, heavily guarding my heart. He came in with the sob stories and alot lot of fake bullshit. He was consuming alot of my time, but thats apart of the narcsist cycle, and my gut Was saying something was off. I was being smothered with all of this attention—what I now know as love bombing and idealization stage. I had no idea of what narcissistic traits were. I never dealt with anyone who was that diabolical. I consider myself a cool chick, I am not the chick looking to be your girlfriend, no need to lie to me I AM NOT your mother,

plus it's not that serious. Well, apparently it is that serious when you are trying to intentionally fuck someone head up, and trying to perfect your conartist abilities

help you navigate starting your own business in an industry where you were trying to establish a foundation. He was on some evil type shit. He presented himself as a soulmate type of connection,

Appearing to be a soul mate is the mirroring stage.

we had a lot in common, he seemed kind, understanding, and down to earth. Since we were "talking" I had no problem providing emotional support in any way so he would ask me to support him by being on his lives where he used that as lead generator to build his clientele. I love my sleep but he would get on live late soso i After he had a foundation for his coaching business,r he made it clear that he wanted me to be his girl. which was unnecessary. But while i was trying to guard my heart he was adamant about us spending time. daily. He got what he wanted but it was always something. I enjoy my peace so i am not confrontational. But there were a few red flags but i am the type to let you cheat in peace. So he would nit pick I was to the point where i hated to see his name on my caller id I was in a car accident and during a procedure i got a blood clot. He didnt give a damn. i felt really ill like my nervous system was breaking down. He called me randomly while i was in urgent care, this was the start of the discard phase. Where he said you need to talk to me and if you hang up then don't call me back. I Was in urgent care being seen for a medical emergency. At this point i was over it and i hung up. After i got home i was like did this ninja really create an argument to break up. I was born at night but not the night he called to star drama. He didn't give a damn about what i had going on. ever it was never a time where he would call and say hello how are you he would just go into his convo. once i got home i waited a few weeks and Called him. he went ghost. I was still un aware what had taken place i knew i felt off but i always felt anxious dealing with him. up i knew he had new supply. I DIDN'T REALIZE I was dealing with a demon until after it was over. I could breathe again, I had peace.

Immaturity at it finest

Breaking up is apart of life but you don't have to be disrespectful and put the person you are breaking up with down you can break up and be respectful

aa the line was crossed that day on so many levels