Narcissism

Someone with narcissism may idealize then devalue others, followed by discarding them. This cycle of 'idealize, devalue, discard' is thought to help the person regulate internal and external conflicts that are causing them to feel anxiety and shame.

All of this Narcissism Stuff is new to me. While he was playing mind games with me my ex was applying pressure, when The narcissist was done and discarded me I took it hard, Then he blocked me on every thing. I took it hard, and my ex who was applying pressure checked on me often, making sure I was eating and checking on my mental state. He knew I was in love the Narcissist. Well, I WAS IN Love with the picture that was being painted, I struggle today with who he really is because I Don't know but it was all a butch of fake bullshit.

The funny part is He will always find something about me he didn't like or something I wasn't doing or something to extreme. It went from , you are too non-chalant, to too emotional. Can't make everyone happy. I would rather be where I am celebrated not tolerated. He actually suggested we discuss relationship issues before makin drastic decisions. However, I found out that only applied to me it was exempted. That suggestion only applied to me. Another power play move. Mind games at it's finest

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Once he casually mentioned how he used to buy women gifts, and how he would like to with someone who don't mind buying him gifts. He added oh I Would love to get a PS5. Shit, I was thinking I Would love to get a range rover but i bought my own shit.He tried it.