HOW I MET THE DELUSIONAL DEMON

I was enjoying a peaceful night, my wine and scrolling on tik tok; When I met him on social media . We seemed to have a few things in common. I Later realized I really don't know who the fuck he is; he may not truly know who he truly is he had a mask on

Chile, this was a train wreck waiting to happen. He wanted to talk all the time. Time Is Money I went against my better judgement. During this time he brought out the sob stories and lies, saying no one likes good guys and how he always gets cheated on my dumb ass fell for the okey doke. I

He was a whole calculated clown; He Was Not The Good Guy. Maybe he was going to hook pme up with one of is friends who was a genuine good guy." The nigga was telling me that he wasn't shit without saying i ain't shit. So i will own my part in believing the bullshit i tookthat "L" he was basically saying i ain't shit no one wants me and my dumb ass was thinking awww poor baby let me see where this will take me. It took me to hell and back. Life is good though I can laugh at myself because i know better

Women tell me I am hard to love and they give up on me. So I need someone who is going to fight for the relationship. and love me through it and not not give up on me. My dumb ass believed this shit.But he would often ask Do You Like Good Guys.I said yes but i should of said nah i like goons! I laugh at this shit now because it's hilarious. He was very adamant on saying how he hate his exes. I didn't ask him why,but he gave me some ole generic bullshit answer. He was quick to express his fake ass feelings. His Ass Was Slick AND Controlling a bitch couldn'even take a nap I had to check in. Now I know its because he had other hoes. Just doing the most. I was like damn how come he didn't bother his other hoes because he was becoming a pain in my ass. It's like he wanted way too much attention i did notice how he needed his ego stroked and to be admiration I wasn't trying to be his girlfriend ole slow ass ninja i was placed in his life to help him elevate, but he know everything. i was never meant to be in his life for a lifetime but only a season His dumb ass thought he was hurting me by cutting. me off. ! Nah My Guy not even. He did it in a fucked-up way but it showed me how i wasn't shit to him THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT TRYING TO TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND AND WAS WILLING TO HELP HIM OUT OF THE Kindness Of My AND He Felt the need to show his ass It showed me alot People be doing THE MOST. Their insecurities come out slowly.

i believe we crossed paths for a reason but it definitely wasn't for him to abuse me.

Like Ressa Tessa said it was like the united nations of red flags

Idealization Stage

This stage is also known as the appreciation stage and it is typically characterized by love bombing. 

The narcissist creates a sense of instant connection with you. They make you feel unique and wonderful, and put you on a pedestal. No matter what type of relationship it is—whether romantic, friendly, professional, or otherwise—it moves fast and has a fervent quality to it.

In a romantic relationship, the narcissist will dazzle you with gifts and compliments. They will make you feel special and appear to be overwhelmingly attracted to you. It will seem like they have fallen in love with you right away, and it will feel like it was destined to be.

Despite seemingly innocent or endearing, some controlling tactics may be present early on. For example, they may guilt or shame you for spending time with others outside of the relationship. They may also break the boundaries you've previously communicated.

In a friendship, the narcissist will praise you, spend a lot of time with you, and depend on you for all sorts of things.

With a narcissistic boss, you'll get the feeling that you're their dream employee and that no one else is as good at the job as you are. There will be hints of raises and promotions that don’t actually materialize.

Other common manipulation tactics that a narcissist may use during the idealization stage include faking empathy, showing excessive interest, making false promises, and mirroring the victim's words and actions.

Devaluation Stage

The devaluation stage, also known as the depreciation stage, comes next. It often starts slowly.

The narcissist will start dropping subtle hints that you've done something wrong, that you’ve forgotten something important, or that you've hurt their feelings. You'll start to feel insecure.

I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND IF HE KNEW HE WAS MENTALLY UNSTABLE AND ON BULLSHIT THE NINJA SHOULD HAVE LET ME BE I WAS NEVER ON SOME LET'S BE TOGETHER TYPE SHIT. I AM SO FUCKING CHILL I DON'T HAVE TO BE UNDER NO MAN ALL DAMN DAY I !ENJOY MY ALONE TIME. I DON'T KNOW IF HE THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO TRICK OFF ON HIM. BAYBEE I DON'T TRICK. BUT I WILL INVEST IN MY MAN WHEN I FEEL LIKE HE IS DESERVING. HE WAS PLAYING THE ROLE A LITTLE TO WELL. HE MENTIONED OH YOU MY WIFE. I LAUGHED THINKING NIGGA YOU IS NOT FINANCIALLY STABLE YOU WORRIED ABOUT THE WRONG THING BUT THE WAY MY GOD WORK HE Block OutTHE BS. COVERT NARCS ARE HARDER TO IDENTIFY

I HAD BOUGHT HIM A PS 5 I PLANNED ON GIVING IT TO HIM FOR HIS BIRTHDAY. WE DIDN'T MAKE TO HIS BIRTDAY I WAS DISCARDED SO I GAVOMEBOYE THE PS 5 TO MY HOMEBOY

THE FINESSE VERSUS EVIL INTENTIONS

This Nigga approached me with THE INTENT TOT O BREAK MY SPIRIT. THIS NARCSISTIC SHIT IS CRAZY. IT'S STRATEGIC. THIS AIN'T NO OH MY BAD I WAS JUST FINESSING. THIS IS EVIL AND Strategic. If you finese you might cheat and go on with your bullshit, but when he intentionally tried to fuck me up mentally. He crossed a line and STEP INTO THE MURKY WATERS OF NARCSISTIC ABUSE.